they fall down around me now, my words.
like shards of glass falling through the sky from a building about to collapse,
my words fall down around me.
i dont know what to think or feel.
i have lost my solid ground; i search for stability.
amidst the riot i spot a familiar face.
a somewhat distant reminder of certainty.
im not sure who it is, so i choose not to follow.
my head is in knots, my stomach heavy with burden.
i need to go for a walk.
i fear losing him.
a fear larger than fire.